Forever Alone

I always want to find my true love and if i like a guy he always give me a false hope and until now i was so sad and too much question in my life. why i can't meet my true love? why i'm si ugly? why i am so fat? and why a boy give a point to the girl with the physics? not with her heart? and why in the world of the other person had a "feelings?" i hate you. why can i meet you? you are the fucking boy that i meet! if you think i'm ugly how much ugly who you are. you must know that! but i can't move on if you still in my heart :(:(:(